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内伤.

眼前的世界 最珍贵的 是最真挚的东西
所以 真心话 是我绝对不会再给你的东西.

你有勇气做那样的选择
你就该有准备会有什么后果.
听说演出极其成功
在这里 祝福你.

看着你 看着她 在看着他 在看着她和她
我到底是怎么样 把自己也扯进这些关系里面
决定了以后不想再和这些乱七八糟的关系里有任何关系
以后都是过去式
一点关系都不想再有
不想在这个关系里再爱 再恨.

只是不明白
为什么报复你的同时 也在让自己难受
两个人都不好受 却就是不肯罢手.
哪一天 我累了 或许就会停了
像上次那样.

没有错 我还在乎
那又怎么样
我没有办法回到过去的原因 远远超过那一点在乎
感谢你的演出 让我更坚固了那个不可能.
那些画面 还历历在目 也许永远都忘不了的好戏.


从此以后 心里多了一根刺.


看着那些不该看的人和东西
简直 内伤.




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