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回不去了




就算再想念 就算再怎么希望时间倒流
回不去了。
梦 是老天给我最大的宽限
至少偶尔 还能梦见你
梦里面你会对我笑 有时会牵着我的手 有时会抱着我
为什么对你 我可以瞬间记得7年前的自己

等你来认领 迟了那么久的感情 我一厢情愿
怎么清楚不可能了还是要像个白痴一样
因为梦见你 而开心一整天.
就算怎么想念你 你却不会有一丁点感觉.
只有我还耿耿于怀 不愿放下那时的你 那时的我

但如果你再回来 我或许也不会想要改变什么
或许我并不想回去 我并不想得到你 我并不是还在乎你
或许我不想放开的不是你
而是那时的你 那时的我 那些时候.
或许我想保护的 是那些回忆. :)

 就算只有我还在原地 就算你已经离那时的你很远.
这个美丽的初恋 就让我像个白痴一样守护
不需要回报.
就算很傻 但我开心.


希望那个记忆 不会被任何东西改变
就算事情不是我想的那样 我不想知道.
就让所有事 保持现在这样.
我一个人 你一个人 互不相干
我在想你 你不需要知道. :)





谁会相信我也可以那么傻.


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