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讽刺.




从一开始的陌生到后来沉默无声
谁能想像我们当初爱那么深

想假装你是路人

想再一次变陌生

但我爱过你 我承认


怎么在爱里微加幸福

少一点自由就变负

太多的你说我的关心是一种束缚

怎么在爱里微加幸福
再多的微笑也比不上一滴眼泪的苦
无心犯的错误



是谁犯的错误

你也不在乎



其实我真的不知道 为什么三更半夜读书 要跑去听那么emo的歌
我什么都删了 我以为我忘了
可是信箱真的是一个不能翻的东西
它会让你看到两个人 怎么从无话不说 到无话可说.
多么 讽刺.


属于我自己的回忆 我自己的痛
一首歌 所有的一切马上变得那么清晰.
你说你清楚你在想什么 那我当时也清楚感受到的又是什么. 呵
其实真的还有很多未知 但是却找不到问出口的原因
都过去了 知道了 又能怎么样

就算 这段经历 真的让我长大好多
让我经历过那么多没有经历过的美好和荒唐
但就算重新来过 我还是不会选一样的路.


我没有忘记有人说过
不要一直看着从前 而忘了好好活着现在.
我很好
忘记 和 放下 我有分清楚.
我说过 我不要像你伤害我一样伤害他
我会做到.


Everything will be fine.
Everything is fine. :)
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