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2019第一更,姐终于去潜水了。
认识我的人都知道我很向往大海,很喜欢任何和海水有关的事情,
但更懂我的人就知道,我向往海里的一切事情,除了鱼。
所以爱海如我的人,竟然到现在都没有去潜水。
但犯贱如我的人,是越怕的事情越想去做。
所以这次终于,甘愿去学了。

第一次出海时,装备戴好要往后躺下水的时候
我第一次感觉到害怕了,那时的阿财说了一句话 我很喜欢:
你要记得,只要可以呼吸,就什么都做得到。
最后深呼吸,戴上reg,手压着就一往后,下了水;
然后就像阿财说的,我爱上了那个感觉。
躺下去的紧张和不安,坠入水里的那一瞬间全部静止,
剩下的只有海面照下来的阳光,还有泡泡的声音,
一切静止,那一两秒的瞬间感觉拉得好长好长。
此时此刻,打着这些文字的我,心跳都快了。
而这只是开始。

当我回过神来我已经浮在了水面上,
我记得我对着战友说好刺激阿!
他叫我往下看更刺激,我才吸了一口气,把头浸在海里往下看,
清澈到接近透明的海里是五彩缤纷的珊瑚,真的漂亮到炸掉。

在水里的时候,真的会把所有事情留在水面。
很平静,很自在,感觉就在另外一个世界。
没有第二件事情可以和那时那刻的感觉比较。
我想我是爱上了潜水,我又再爱上了大海。

最不可思议的是,当初想去潜水克服对鱼的恐惧,
但是那一次出海看到鱼,我却一点也不怕,一点也不紧张,
没有想象中怕到呼吸加促的情景,一切是那么平常

我不喜欢鱼,但我爱大海,而鱼只是大海的一部分;
就像生活总有磨练,但那也只是生活的一部分。
我爱大海就像我热爱生活,喜欢的不喜欢的都想去感受。

终于又有了新的初体验,下一次要做什么呢。




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