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电话响结束了那么真实的噩梦
噩梦结束 眼泪和恐惧和我说早安.
看时钟已经11点.
忘了梦什么 但是恐惧却没有和梦境一起消失.
我真的得非常超级粉身碎骨的讨厌噩梦.
更讨厌噩梦让我看到真实的自己 那么懦弱那么无助.
这样的早上 最近很多 还有多少. 操.

昨晚睡前的心情很不好 噩梦是理所当然.
我睡前做的事和我的睡眠有直接的关系. 控制不了.


因为今天把铁弓拿了出来 看着它想起很多事.
每个周末的练习 那里的人 还有去比赛的经验
那时的我 那么固执那么不懂事..
为了一个虚荣心 让爸妈那么难受..
一套近3000块的弓箭 多少爸妈对我的失望我多少的无知.
记忆那么清晰内疚那么深眼泪差一点就忍不住.
对不起爸妈原谅那么不懂事的我. :(


父母是天下最滥的好人.
怎么伤害他们 他们对我们的爱永远不会少.
尤其是爸爸 他们都是男人
倔强又不会把感觉用言语来表达的男人.
他们的爱 是在行动里显现出来的.
没有廉价的承诺 只有全部的爱和用心.
他们很暴躁看起来漠不关心 让我们很多时候忘记他们也有感受.
他们那么坚强的表面有一个爱孩子的心.
我们很多时候会发脾气 认为他们什么不懂.
其实什么都不懂的是我们.
他们为我们作的那么多我们没有感恩过
他们没有作到的一件事我们却要一直耿耿于怀.
但最后他们依然不曾怪过我们 依然那样无条件爱我们.
他们不是笨，只是爱.
不要伤害他们不要让他们难过. 好好爱你的滥好人. :)

也许你觉得你现在走在最前面
但地球是圆的 转一转 你就是在最后面.
为什么要比较那么多 在意那么多?
真正的价值 是不需要用比较来证明的.
你自己慢慢比 我很累很忙不得空理.
Get a life. And stop trying to mess with mine.
Don't challenge my limit, love.
你去和墙壁讲话 可能它会比我有礼貌.

旁观者即使看得再清楚 也始终感受不到当事者的痛.
不要装很懂.  谢谢. 滚开.
不想去讨好谁 也没有要谁讨好我.
过自己的可以吗.

晚安.




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