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我的天使.

 You said, don't be afraid, I will take you away from this hurting reality
if there's a day you are tired of being strong.


 


 YESHH. :')

Don't grow too fast okay mum ? :'(


 :3

 最近妈妈一直在说:
以后你自己去读书..
以后你去吉隆坡了..
以后你一个人的时候.. 
我察觉到了 只是没有说
妈妈担心了吧我想
每次想到这里 就不能想下去 眼泪比理智反应得快.

我碰到我妈就会眼泪决堤 了解我你就会知道.
我光和一个人说都受不了 哭到不像人样.

去读书一个人生活 我不怕 其实有点期待.
但是想到还是到了要离开爸妈身边
他们会担心我自己一个人生活 有没有生病一大堆
我担心他们会不会寂寞 少了一个孩子在家.
每次看到妈妈 就觉得很少陪她
以后也不能像现在这样每天黏她了. :(

我想让你看到独立的我 让你放心我一个人在外面生活,
但如果可以我还想一直做你的宝贝.

我想让你看到健康的我 让你不必担心我一个人在外面生病.
所以最近想运动 把身上的病痛都赶走.

我想让你看到快乐的我 让你不必担心我一个人的时候会寂寞.
但我现在就已经知道我一定会寂寞.

我想让你看到坚强的我 让你相信我不会被可怕的现实打倒.
我会记得你常说 有什么事就回家 有爸爸妈妈在.

我想让你看到慢慢成长的我 让你不必担心我会被不知所谓的人伤害.
我会好好保护我自己 因为那是你赋予我的生命和身体.

我想让你看到我有你们的快乐 像你拥有我们一样.
我们超级爱你.

18岁的我 还不能照顾你们 
我能做的只有好好照顾自己.
18岁的我 还不能为你们做什么
我能做的只能尽量让你们不要再为我那么辛苦.
18岁的我 还不能让你们过好日子,
我能做的 只有让你们不那么担心我.
但是从小到现在到以后什么时候
我会一直一直爱你们,我的爸爸妈妈.

我的天使.

There's no where like home.
Nothing can compare the love we get from our parents.



:') ♥


  

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