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20th Feb



不知道是不是女人病的关系
这几天 情绪化到夸张
那么一点点不舒服 就脆弱到毛样.
一不舒服 多么可悲的想法都有
用回忆在自虐.  好想捶死自己. 

 我不常听华文歌.
所以 当你发现我在听华文歌 你就应该知道 我当时的心情.
最近竟然每晚都要听那一首歌 才肯睡.
你是犯贱?
那首歌能暂时带我回去回不去的地方. 

那女孩想对你说 不要再对她那么好 她不知所措
也不想看你受伤.

我不会露出蛛丝马迹 我不会向任何人倾诉任何事.
就让全部人说我是个坏女孩说我不珍惜说我活该
我原本就是.
所以放聪明点 不要再傻傻的.
这个女孩已经不值得.

很多很多想说 却没办法对任何人说
我快疯了.
要哭到几时.


最恐怖的是 自己竟然变成我讨厌的那种人.





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