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我還有想要愛你的衝動

誰愛的太自由 誰過頭太遠了 誰要走我的心 誰忘了那就是承諾 誰自顧自地走 誰忘了看著我 誰讓愛變沉重 誰忘了要給你溫柔 太愛了 所以我 沒有哭 沒有說

But your eyes tell me you won't be there

It took us a while Because we were young and unsure With love on the line What if we both would need more But all your flaws and scars are mine Still falling for you // No one can lift me, catch me the way that you do I'm still falling for you Now I'm running away my dear From myself and the truth I fear My heart is beating I can't see clear How I'm wishing that you were here // You said you'd follow me anywhere But your eyes tell me you won't be there x

Stays x Fades

Learning to appreciate whatever I have now, no matter how it's gonna be. If it's meant to be, it will be. x

#lovelovelove

Major crush on myself. Finally gain enough courage or should I say had enough of frizzy and waist-long hair and super hasty hair washing and blow-drying, so SNIPPING it is. Feeling so light and duper happy can't stop swaying the hair hahaha Bye long long hair, not gonna see you in awhile! Alright back to HE. sigh.

Semester 4 x

That feeling when you're challenging yourself on something you really suck - is shiok af Last semester I challenge myself to try to overcome my model-phobia And so I'm kinda proud of what I overcome, and I even found some joy in concept model tbh. It's refreshing and new to me. This semester, time management. Ugh, it's a bitch. I could have it easy, but I joined 3 competition alongside with my already-busyaf-coursework I'm still a little unsure, cause 3 sounds like a lot to sacrifice. And by time management, I'm not only talking about work and study, I'm also trying to make more time for some people that matters. I've always been a family-centered person, people know that. But other than family, I'm pretty much a workaholic and always like some alone time, and friends outing. So, this time around, maybe I would try to see if its worth it, to give more time to someone. We will see. Anyway, the same a...

Hold on to me

Too tired to sleep. x

RIP

真的很震惊 知道你真的走了 一再确认的手在微微发抖 我们真的不是很亲近 但是这是长这么大 最接近我的人发生意外 真的很难接受。 心里觉得闷得慌 再开电脑来确认那是你的身份证 眼泪才真的流了下来。 生命真的真的很脆弱。 那些喜欢飞车的人 那些喜欢边驾车边玩手机的人 真心的很讨厌 能不能多爱惜自己 仅仅一个实习时的前辈 都可以让我那么难受 我不敢想象真正亲近的人真的就这样走了的话 我要怎么面对 所以如果你把我当朋友 不要让我经历这样的事情 不要让我接受以后都见不到你的事实 就算我们不常见面 请好好照顾自己。 愿逝者安息。